I'm Not Holden Caulfield ([info]the_zero_kid) wrote,
@ 2008-09-14 22:29:00
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Current mood: pissed off
Current music:United Nations

Why Couldn't He Just Stay There?
My family bent to Matthew's will and sent him to Wisconsin to see his "g/f". He stayed there for a day and today he didn't want to get back on the plane. My mom promised him that he'd go back so he could get on the plane. This is fucking bullshit. I just 5 minutes alone in a room with Matthew so I can kick his fucking ass. He needs to grow the fuck up. It'd be best for the whole family if he just stayed there and left us alone. If there's a next time he goes, he better not bother us and get a fucking job and pay for his own ticket and place to stay, and never come back. It's gotten to a point where I can't even stand his prescence anymore. I can't talk about it anymore, it'll get me too pissed. So yeah, from now on, my brother's dead to me, unless he decides to finally go through puberty, grow up, leave this stupid shit behind and admit he was wrong and stupid.

:Peace Love Unity:
16 year old Customer: How'd you grow your beard that long?
Jon: I went through puberty


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[info]folded_notes
2008-09-15 05:03 am UTC (link)
Oh God.
Teens and their internet relationships from afar.

::sighs::

A ridiculous part of my adolescent past.
What a waste, lol.

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[info]st3llarxst4r
2008-09-15 08:55 am UTC (link)
lol @ your quote..
i don't get why you're so angry at your brother...
explain? please?

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[info]the_zero_kid
2008-09-15 01:09 pm UTC (link)
That's just the thing: I'm not 100% sure why he pisses me off, he just does. The whole long distance relationship thing is one thing (that alone drives me to the brink without stopping for gas), but lately, I haven't been able to be in the same room with him for 5 minutes without becoming irritated. If he's not talking about his "relationship", then he's going on and on about some bit of trivia that nobody gives a shit about. Everything about him annoys the shit out of me, right down to the way he looks. It's a horrible thing to say and feel, because he's my brother, and we both came out of the same person, but everytime I've tried to make it right, he's either pushed me away or, more than often, I get so incredibly annoyed that I can't stand to be near him and the process starts all over again. I haven't had a full, meaningful conversation with Matthew in a while, it's probably been a month by now.

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[info]st3llarxst4r
2008-09-15 02:00 pm UTC (link)
sounds like you're having issues... anger issues... no, really. maybe he's not the one with the problem...? you should have patience with him!
there's not way of saying this without sounding like a bitch...
sorry! :x

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[info]the_zero_kid
2008-09-15 08:39 pm UTC (link)
lol I get what you're trying to say. But if it were anger issues, I don't think it would be pinpointed at just him. I've had enough patience and understanding with him.

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[info]blackeyedp
2008-09-16 12:43 am UTC (link)
hahaha @ jon's beard.

and i don't know, i don't really understand why you hate your brother, but i guess you'd know more than any of us.

i miss you guys! <3

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