I'm Not Holden Caulfield ([info]the_zero_kid) wrote,
@ 2008-10-03 23:33:00
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Current mood: lonely
Current music:The Postal Service

A Missing Piece
Have you ever felt like the person you were with was missing something that would make them absolutely perfect? Like they're perfect in every possible way, except they're missing a small something that makes a huge impact? I just wish she shared the same passion as I did about music. Maybe you all don't understand and I don't care to explain it because I can't. The reason why the minute I wake up I'm usually in the mood to listen to something, the reason why I constantly have my headphones on unless I absolutely HAVE to take them off, the fact that driving without music is nearly impossible for me to stand, the reason I have to listen to the entire album and sometimes entire discography of a band the whole day, the factthat nothing gets me more upset at a person than when they interrupt the listening to or creation of music, whether it be trying to talk to me when I get that creative spark or even touching the volume remote without my consent, is because I LOVE music. It sounds cliche, but music really is my LIFE. If it's a drug, then I'm addicted to it. If music was a girl, I'd be head over heels for her. I just feel so lonely when I think about it and come to the realization that Alex doesn't share that euphoria with me. I don't think she truly understands how much music really means to me. It doesn't seem like anyone I know has this feeling and passion for music as much as I do, and it only makes me feel more alone.

Wow...this is like the quitessential emo Livejournal post. Damn it.

:Peace Love Unity:
You're like my musical soulmate - Norah (Kat Dennings in Nick And Norah's Infinite Playlist)




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[info]screamfrequency
2008-10-04 08:11 am UTC (link)
I have so much love for you its retarded

Welcome to Livejournal! ;)

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[info]folded_notes
2008-10-06 03:01 am UTC (link)
Music is what I wake up to, It's what I drain my energy to.
Why do you think I was an organizer of music shows to support the arts?

I love music too, no matter what genre or culture it comes from. It's amazing.
Ever since I was little, I would write lyrics and think of titles for the perfect albums if I were to ever make them.

Sadly, I can't sing well at all...and I tried to learn how to play the guitar, but failed miserably.
So I want to be the voice of music. The other voice. The voice that people will listen to in order to actually get the message and flow of it.

And I understand exactly where you're coming from.
I got tired of continuously introducing music to Olga because without me, she would have no idea what to listen to. I mean don't get me wrong, it was great giving her advice on what I thought were amazing songs...but I would have appreciated things a lot more if it was a 2 way thing instead of me just me referencing things to her.

One day I hope to find my Nora, lols.

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Hey
(Anonymous)
2008-11-01 03:58 am UTC (link)
We both share the same euphoria. So don't feel so alone kid.

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